i am the meaning of mean

Once upon a time, a long long time ago..My aunt was married to a man who seemed to be very nice..but he wasn't..he was a liar and a con man. He went blind after not taking care of his diabetes..and hurt a lot of people in my family. Now, he's moved on (thankfully)...But sometimes I can't help jabbing at things that really irk me. I know, it was ugly..I won't do it again.

Mel Gibson started it!

I keep wondering about those people who are conspiracy crazy. I get it, but I don't get it.
If we're all trapped in a conspiracy, okay, that's not "good" I guess, but then again..I'm a happy healthy 23 year old with an insane and great family, and Jesus loves me (I'm not being sarcastic)..So, I guess it's a pretty cool conspiracy...
Or maybe I've just been brainwashed to believe what I believe is good, but it's actually not..because..They brainwashed me..?

Okay, a grain of salt if you please, but still..