i am the meaning of mean

Once upon a time, a long long time ago..My aunt was married to a man who seemed to be very nice..but he wasn't..he was a liar and a con man. He went blind after not taking care of his diabetes..and hurt a lot of people in my family. Now, he's moved on (thankfully)...But sometimes I can't help jabbing at things that really irk me. I know, it was ugly..I won't do it again.

Mel Gibson started it!

I keep wondering about those people who are conspiracy crazy. I get it, but I don't get it.
If we're all trapped in a conspiracy, okay, that's not "good" I guess, but then again..I'm a happy healthy 23 year old with an insane and great family, and Jesus loves me (I'm not being sarcastic)..So, I guess it's a pretty cool conspiracy...
Or maybe I've just been brainwashed to believe what I believe is good, but it's actually not..because..They brainwashed me..?

Okay, a grain of salt if you please, but still..

Guanajuato.

These are photos I've gathered from all over flickr, of Guanajuato Mex. The city in my book. I'm using them for visual references, and geography. I have tons more, but these are pretty great.

I'm so ready to finish the first draft and get into the editing.

absolute absolution.

Cousin Kadee is amazing,
watching Chelsea Lately,
my best comfort medicine ever.

Everything's changing right now, moving really fast. But surprisingly, I'm pretty content to just let it all slide by at it's own speed, and I'll go at my own pace. Spent far too long pitying myself, and I'm determined I will find peace in the chaos. God never left the building, but I did, and I'm going back. Cold, mean streets tore me up.

Anna's back to the old mischief with her ex cheating/slimeball that never really was her boyfriend (fiend is the preferred pronunciation) I'm at a loss to try and advise her any further. (Refer to first post). I apologize for my snideness on this subject.

I'll stop there, I shouldn't air dirty laundry..

In the meantime, I'm concentrating on finals and finishing my WIP. Hoping against hope to finish it before the end of the year, so I can get into the editing stage.

I'm getting ready to shoot a short film on 16mm, needs to be shot before the 3rd..It's scary but really exciting to shoot on film for the first time. Then HOPEFULLY, on to the music video.

Much to write about, but there it is in short. Love to all friends.

Lau.
PS. I still like wearing pants.
Kadee is zombie addicted to Blame me! right now, so all car rides consist of said song on repeat.
and nobody has feet.

pieces

O that you were your self, but love you are No longer yours..

down the rabbit hole

..yes, that's about the right distance--but then I wonder what Latitude or Longitude I've got to?' (Alice had no idea what Latitude was, or Longitude either, but thought they were nice grand words to say.)

This is a snippet from Alice in Wonderland. I laughed so hard when I read it, because, well..It reminds me of, me.

rainbow bright in hyper blowout

Halloween brings fun photo opportunities.